And now, work feels very much the same. I think I am trying to build myself up with what I work on, but when I finish any task, when I complete a row on the screen, instead of it being a layer to build this lasting foundation upon, it feels like the project just disappears—it’s in the past, it’s gone, it does not add to who I am, and suddenly I am just faced with another blank row, starting from nothing again.
