“Yeah, kinda. Also because no one’s saying anything nice. Except you. They’re not saying anything at all, so it makes me feel like they’re saying bad stuff about it instead. And at my mosque we learn that it’s super not about what other people think. We learn that it’s about what we think and what Allah thinks. And I just expected to feel a little different. More, like, full, I guess? I don’t know. I expected to feel the way I always feel on Eid day.”