Weird things happen to me when I’m faced with a guy I’m really attracted to. I feel like I have to prove that I’m not desperate. I’ll control how many times I text him and analyze my actions. Usually it’s not really anything they do that makes my behavior change; it’s me. I get nervous. I almost always do something that makes me look like a psycho. And sometimes, because I know I’m going to screw it up, I stop communication before I can.
