After day bled into night, it became impossible to hide. Ollie wasn’t here to get me through it, and I was angry. Ollie had taught me how to save myself, but this time, I was drowning, and I didn’t have the strength to swim against the current of the pain. But, Ethan kept my head above water. At least when I closed my eyes, I could pretend it was Ollie. And I was desperate.
