Oh God, what have I done to face this? How come that man is here? Will he try to harm me? Will he spread bad words about me? Does he know of my secret? Will he leak it out to take revenge on me? What shall I do if my husband and in-laws get to know of my illicit son? Everybody will think I am a bad woman! Will they drive me away? But where shall I go from here? My adoptive father will not take me back. I shall never go to my Vrishni house again. Then? Why am I put to such difficult tests all my life? Shall I have to commit suicide and put an end to all this?
