After we had sex, they'd find excuses to break up with me or they'd blow me off. Or they'd want to hook up again, but with no relationship. Just friends with benefits, right? And I pretended to be okay with that, because what else could I do? I wanted one of them to change their minds and look at me and think, wow, Penny is amazing. She's a fun chick and she's fun to be with and maybe she's the one for me. But no one ever did."
My porn book is makingme cry
