used to believe that the world was basically fair, and so I had no responsibility other than to maximise my individual success within it. But somewhere down the line, I started to see the entire system as flawed, unsustainable, unacceptable. I had to unlearn so much of what I had previously believed, because none of it made sense anymore. Focusing on individual achievement within the system no longer seemed reasonable when it felt like the legitimacy of that system was crumbling.
