so much more you always needed than to be always needed by someone else; ‘mother’ a strange word, brings to mind a rock, don’t want to be a rock but rather to move, to ebb or flow, don’t want to burden another with life. Feel the weight of life. Too much at times, not enough at others, ups and downs, sting in the tail.
"so much more you always needed than to be always needed by someone else" is extraordinary
