“If you're willing to do that for your enemy, then what you do for your friends must be really special.” It's… a genuinely nice thing to say, and my eyes well up despite it. I’m struck again by how much I wish I had what she has. I wish I had people who love me and watch out for me. I wish I had real friends. I wish my life wasn’t empty. “I wouldn't know, I've never really had any.”