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The jeans were plastered to him, hiding nothing. Not the long, muscular legs or the long line of… Anyway, nothing sucked worse than wearing soaking wet jeans. Served him right.
hole-y shit that felt amazing.
“So hot, so fucking tight and hot.”
Ahh, shit. Way to go, Teddy. You have a gorgeous and willing man bathing in the afterglow of mind-altering sex and you pick that moment to open up your fucking mouth?
We waited some more. He winked at me. Fuck that man was sexy.
So after Jamie’s failed attempt at casual sex this time, I thought about what the hell was wrong with me. I wanted him. I wanted Jamie so badly it was all I could think about.
He rubbed and stroked me, his fingers glancing across the tip of my erection and nearly making me black out.
I pictured those naked legs again and thought about what I would find at their junction.
“I was just watching your form in the shoes,” I blurted. “Then why is my dick hard?” He stared back at me with a raised brow. “I think it knew you were undressing it with your brown eyes.”
That might have been when I started to realize I was fooling myself if I thought I could keep Jamie Marian at a distance.
After turning me into a puddle of mush, he pulled back and grabbed my hand. He pushed it down onto his crotch where his erection tented his sweatpants. He was as hard as a fucking steel rod.
Warm, soft hands were all over me and a hot, wet mouth was wrapped around my cock. I pushed into it over and over again before waking up to discover it wasn’t a dream. “Holy fuck. Jamie… oh god…I thought I
was dreaming… oh god, baby…” I threw my head back in disbelief and gratitude.
I lay there trying to catch my breath. My brain was having trouble catching up as well. Never in my life had I been awakened like that. My heart tried to slow down but it was still stuttering a little.
“Jesus, Jamie. That was the best wake-up call ever. Come here.”
He turned me around with his hands on my hips and then leaned his forehead against mine.
“Hi,” he said softly. “Hi,” I whispered. Teddy leaned down and kissed me so tenderly my heart almost broke. My chest got tight and I told my eyeballs to forget about betraying me again.
“Jamie, I’m not going to submit your photos after all. I don’t want to do anything to make you uncomfortable. This flash drive has all the original files on it. You can use them however you wish. They are yours now. I’m so sorry I messed everything up. - Teddy” And just like that, I realized another man I loved had left me. Except this time it was without a doubt the absolute love of my life. The human being I knew would hold my heart inside of his for as long as I walked the earth.
“I showed up there to tell you I wanted to be with you,” I blurted.
“Baby girl, don’t let one cheating jackass steal a happy future from you. You are going to find an amazing man who will make you laugh and make you feel like a million bucks. Someone who will cross an ocean just to be with you and who will stand in a crowded room and only see you. You have to put yourself back out there though. They’re not all manwhores terrified of commitment,” I urged.
“Because since I met you three months ago I have flown over fifteen thousand miles and thirty hours just to be in the same room with you. Because even when I left, I came back. And I will keep coming back until you feel secure in the knowledge that I am not leaving you ever again.”
Can I come inside you without a condom, Jamie? I want you so badly I am going to explode the minute I thrust myself
deep inside you,” he growled, the vibrations rumbling against my chest.
