Accept that there's no “reason” to pursue this desire. Write it down in your journal: “I have a kinky, weird, fucked-up desire to ________ and I'm going to do it, just ‘cause I'm a nasty freak like that.” So you're deciding, out of sheer absurdity, to go after it with full, gleeful insane zeal. It is your own freaky lil' thing. Want what you want just ‘cause you want it.
