Lullabies for Suffering: Tales of Addiction Horror
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But that’s the interesting thing about suicide. It’s a personal thing, perhaps the most personal thing of all, the very last measure of control. Thus, having someone else do it doesn’t count. Instinct will revolt if the executioner isn’t you.
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Suicide Control
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You feel bad because they feel bad, not because you actually regret letting the angel fuck
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Angel Fuck
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Sobriety is a world of sharp edges and pain, and I will never understand why you wouldn’t avoid it if you had the choice.
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Sobriety
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But really, to my nine-year-old self, the reasons mattered little. I just didn’t want to be afraid and in pain.
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Afraid And in pain
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A garbage is the mirror to the soul.
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Addicts soul
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Her words swung like a pendulum inside a grandfather clock, one side then the other, to believing what she said, to wishing it were true.
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Pendulum Words
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souls seeping out of them, ready to go to Heaven or Hell.
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Souls seeping
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head was spinning like water draining down a sink, swirling and swirling, taking me down with it.
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Swirling Down
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all life…traded away for a fleeting pleasure, a happy trip, the ultimate high.
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Life High
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Yeah, drugs are so damn glorious they shut down the part of your brain that dishes out common sense. If you, like me, didn’t have much of it to begin with, you’re royally fucked.
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Common sense
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every person you meet is two or three bad decisions away from being a junkie, homeless, dealing with a horrible disease, or getting a bullet to the back of the head.
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2-3 decisions
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All humans are born flawed, naturally defective.
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Flawed
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listened to the silence as I drove and thought about how the only constant thing when it comes to God is his unresponsiveness.
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God unresponsive
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telling her lies and filling her with poison love and a sinister high.
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Poison Love
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the infection was about to spread and replace her soul.
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Infected Soul
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But the moment was gone. It had flown by as the best things always fly by,
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The moment
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His young, helpless anger at some school injustice
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School Injustice