Shit. I don’t need a guru. I don’t need to search far and wide for something that’s already within me. That’s what Billy was trying to tell me all along, right? The teacher is in me and in you, in the easy times and the hard ones? In the heartbreak and in the beauty? I can almost see Billy nodding his head. Every experience is meant to awaken us to love and every person is the guru. Fuck, life is the guru! Each moment contains a message and offers significant guidance. I need to assign meaning, even to the incomprehensible. That is how I heal. That is how I love. That is how to know God. No,
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