the fact that everything and everybody would seem far away to her, and strangers would frighten her, especially men who bore any resemblance to Ronny, the fact that she would try to blot out the trauma, GAD, but in the process she’d blot out most of the world and everything would start to seem unreal, the fact that she might be so injured she’d never be able to love again, never see the point of it, never want to fall in love,