I wanted to tell him I had the most amazing weekend of my entire life, and that no matter what my brain was telling me, I could never forget about it. Sure, meeting and hooking up with Ben changed my world and confused me down to my core, making me question everything I ever thought I knew about my sexuality and the way I love. But that wasn’t necessarily a bad thing. He brought out a side of me I didn’t know existed. I had never felt more alive than I did with Ben, and while it was seriously fucked up what we had done, in so many ways, it was also pretty fucking wonderful.
