I’d adored him. In a flash he’d gone from adoring me to treating me like a stranger. It was shocking. I’d never been able to figure it out—why men were given that internal switch and women were not. One little flick and they could turn their feelings on and off—so in control. I used to love this one and now I love that one. Men were more loyal to football teams than they were to women. They never cheated on those.