“I’m fucked up, but never let nobody bend my name when it come to her, B. Never let niggas say I did what I did because I hated her. I never hated her. I love her. Don’t let ‘em run the stories back no different. I love her the only way I know how, B,” he said, lip quivering. He had no control over his emotions. The vulnerability was painful to a man who was used to feeling nothing.