was looking for myself outside of myself. When you’re little you see yourself in other people and try to find out who you are. People say things about me like, How is his skin so light? Or, Why doesn’t he age? It’s because of my self-image. I don’t think about myself as wrinkly. Why is your hair like that? My hair is like this because it’s unadulterated. Remember that scene in The Matrix, where Neo is feeling the back of his neck and saying the plugs aren’t there, and Morpheus says, that’s your residual self-image? That’s why I made lists and things. That’s what I mean by visualization. I was
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