And she—and I thought that’d be just fine. That it would probably work out okay. That’s all I thought. “I guess I was kinda scared. I mean, what was happening—I didn’t know if I wanted to or not. Well, it’s a funny feeling: you gotta make a decision, and you don’t feel like you’re prepared to make a decision. Well, I couldn’t think of any reason why not. “I had no idea.”