It was almost like the conversation I had with Haze, in which I sought any kind of reaction or emotion from him over the murder of Audrey Carey. I found myself pushing Momo, seeking more than pragmatism, more than logic. Instead, I was met with just more calm. “Not everyone is mentally capable of going through trauma without breaking,” she said. “I’m really happy that everything fucked-up in my life happened to me. I know a lot of other women would be a lot more broken. A lot of other women would not be able to handle it.”

