I promise you, you won’t find me where you left me. My heart’s big, but not big enough to deal with people who decide to love me when it’s convenient for them. It’s not a loss anymore, to me, when someone decides to walk out of my life. It’s a loss to them, having to remember me for everything I am, knowing they chose to let me go. I no longer look for you in places I left you. I left you behind for reasons that made sense to me. Reasons I needed to heal myself. Healing from the times I gave you more than I gave myself. Recovering from
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It is taking years to put your betrayal behind me but I am getting better. I have written a lot of the pan right out of me. I’ve come to the conclusion that you didn’t deserve me!
