I can’t think clearly. I don’t understand how I even got here. It’s like I blacked out on everything I once knew and now I’m trying to recover from a bad nightmare. A stormy night that turned into weeks… months. I went from being happy to becoming depressed. It comes in waves. I’ll be fine during the day until it becomes night and my thoughts become dangerous. I don’t crave another presence at this moment; I crave peace of mind. I crave finding my balance… finding my way. I’ve lost every trace of happiness within myself. I’m trying to find the way back to me… but she’s lost, I can’t find
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