"I wasn't referring to that aspect of our relationship. I mean dealing with my issues. Being with someone on the spectrum isn't easy, regardless of how high functioning I like to pretend I am." He smiled. "Was that a joke?" "Maybe?" I shrugged. "Now it's twice as funny because you actually don't know, do you? You crack me up Sir. Well I don't know either but laughing feels better than crying. I should say something witty about how easy you actually are or how much better you've gotten or something. I'm just sort of exhausted right now. But Sir, I don't handle you. I enjoy you."
