"How can I please you Sir?" What I really wanted, what would have pleased me more than anything else, were answers to a few of the questions that were still holding me back from him. I wanted answers about handling his drops. About handling punishments. About reestablishing trust and SafeWords. I wanted to know how to get us back but this time, I wanted Christopher there with me 100%. I wanted to know how to make him happy enough to be able to rid myself of the nagging fear that he would just walk out on me again. Instead, I would settle for him sucking my cock.

