She Just Wants to Forget (What She Felt)

by R.H. Sin

A reminder of who she was before the heartache, before the madness.

You are powerful even in moments where weakness chases you.

I wrote these words for the woman in search of a reminder of who she’s always been.

There’s something about the day that seems longer than usual whenever you’re dealing with sadness and or fighting through a struggle that would appear not meant for you to survive.

because maybe the truth was something she wasn’t ready to face.

She was tired but she was powerful.

The woman you chose to overlook and neglect decided to love herself rather than continue falling for someone who would never catch her.

I think there’s this part of you that remains hidden.

So much of you left to be discovered by someone who doesn’t have to be told where to go.

i hope you find someone who hates hurting your heart

but no matter what storm may come you will always survive

you don’t belong to him no man can own the moon

the way women can withstand several storms all at once is something to be inspired by

It’s your turn to know how it feels to be with someone who would do anything to keep you.

Let’s create new ways of thinking, new ways of approaching good relationships and unhealthy ones.

Don’t be so hard on your own heart.

women like her lit the moon

don’t want to say i suffer from depression i thrive through it

you are not your mistakes you are not the brokenness you’ve felt

you are more than a girl who knew nothing but pain you are that someone who saved me

all in all you deserve someone who you can be vulnerable with and not worry about being hurt because of it

twisted and dark but beautiful

I believe that a woman has the ability to crown herself.

so you grew up thinking that their mistreatment was a confession of love when honestly it was a red flag for the pain they’d cause.

you often find yourself struggling with the idea of starting over without the person you thought you needed.

Let’s encourage women to be brave enough to walk away instead of placing heavy blame or making them feel guilty for giving up on someone who quit on them a long time ago.

you don’t even realize the power that you have

Somehow she kept going when giving up felt like the only option.

she made pain look beautiful the way she survived the way she chose to move forward even when giving up felt like the best option

Real love is certain and always sure.

she screamed pain with silence she wore heartache with a smile

We’ve relied on the information of others for so long that we’ve drowned out our own facts and ideas.

There is beauty in the broken because in crumbling beneath emotion, there’s this opportunity to be strengthened

we see seclusion and silence as a way to renew.

“Everything happens for a reason,