She Just Wants to Forget (What She Felt)

by R.H. Sin

I think there’s this part of you that remains hidden. There’s a side of you that most people rarely see. You’ve buried that part of you deep like roots beneath trees, undiscovered by those who were never willing to search for you.

You’ve hidden so much because you’re tired of the betrayal that follows behind those who don’t deserve passage upon your heart’s bridge.

I believe in you and your ability to love without condition and while it feels like a curse, it’s truly a gift that belongs to you. A gift that will one day be appreciated by the one who is willing to match everything you’ll provide.

weak men make no effort weak men cause confusion weak men deserve none of you or anything you have to offer

she felt like feeling nothing she just wants to forget

i hope you find someone who hates hurting your heart

There’s a lot going on with you, so much has changed this year and yet so much of it feels the same. You made promises to yourself that have gotten harder to keep. You’ve been going through so much but you’ve held it all together and in this very moment you wonder how long you’ll be able to withstand all of the things that stand in your way of peace.

None of it makes sense, none of this adds up.

she’s a wolf but even wolves feel pain

all in all you deserve someone who you can be vulnerable with and not worry about being hurt because of it

give me friendship tell me the truth always try to understand me especially when i open up

give me the freedom of being able to trust you without doubt

She’s at war with her own heart, struggling with the idea of him and the truth of his actions.

In the beginning she was hopeful, similar to any start. Not knowing that this particular ending would eventually tear her apart.

No one is allowed to make you feel bad for simply loving and wanting to be loved.

he hit her with words and even if the bruises on her heart began to fade the pain was still there

don’t let your dreams of love die behind the person who doesn’t deserve you

she felt like feeling nothing she just wants to forget . . .