I miss you, I thought this would be easy but it isn’t and the hardest part of it all is that you don’t even give a damn about me. You left when I needed you the most, you disappeared on me when the sadness came for me and there was nothing I could do but sit up in the dark, looking toward the moon for clarity. Struggling to find my peace of mind in the dark hues of the night. If you loved me like you claimed, you’d be here. If I was the one, I’d never feel like the nothing I’ve felt while being near you. I miss you, I miss me. I lost you and lost myself.
