in january 2017, two girls, 12, carried out a suicide pact on the wapekeka first nation. what is suicide but the act of opening up to the sky? what is suicide but wanting to live more than once? yesterday a cloud fell onto me and i never felt more at home. sometimes i cry in indian and it sounds like i am speaking in english. don’t open your eyes. pretend that everything is a bird and no one is hungry for what they can’t have
