“I’m grateful to Arion, but Arion is the type of guy who will take sex, or whatever it is he wants, to the next level real damn fast. I’m clinging to the brake of a skidding car off the side of a snowy mountain every second I’m with him. I currently don’t have the emotional fortitude to tackle something like that, and to be honest, I’m more concerned with the rest of my life falling into hundreds of pieces all around me while I try to stand under the raining debris.”