He was so happy I realized I had to get my shit together. That’s what made me want to move out. I stopped smoking weed, started eating right. I work out every day now. Life’s hard, man. Trying to get better at the thing you want to be the best at is humiliating. You think what I do isn’t challenging? You think it’s not humbling to try to be an actor in New York? It’s corny as hell. I know I’m that asshole trying to make it. Sometimes worrying about what you’ll think actually sets me back.
