That very weekend, after the inbox discovery, I took my own advice. I got quiet. I took a walk. I stopped trying to wrestle clarity to the ground. I accepted the invitation to keep company with Jesus, not for the sake of a plan but for the pleasure of his presence. The natural result of being with him is I remember who I am. I remember how my Father is very fond of me and will be with me no matter what. I’m grateful for the vision we continue to uncover together, and I feel more prepared to find the gurus, mentors, and teachers I’ll need to help me craft a plan that makes sense.
