I wasn’t going to cry. I wasn’t going to get upset. This was not the worst thing that had ever happened to me. My sister telling me I couldn’t stay with her. My sister referring to me as her half-sister. My own fucking sister not wanting me around for whatever reason. I had driven out here because she had asked. Not because I expected anything. But I had expected more than to get sent home after ten minutes of being inside her place after she’d called me upset. I specifically didn’t let myself think of how she had disregarded me. Pushed me aside.