It had negatively impacted everything in my life from my health (I was always ill and suffered from chronic pain) to my pursuit of a career, and I was sick of it. My pain slowly began to twist and contort into rage. Everything made me angry. I was angry about how I felt, about how little control I seemed to have over my own mind. I was angry about the choices I had made because of how I felt. I was angry about how I was floundering while
