Here To Stay
Rate it:
Open Preview
Kindle Notes & Highlights
70%
Flag icon
And I had a very good idea about who had leaked the story. The same people who had persuaded Effy to lie. The same people who were trying to ruin my life.
70%
Flag icon
I didn’t let her finish. I hung up and switched off my phone.
emarni
i wouldve hung up too cause bitch what
71%
Flag icon
what happened on that blank day in Chloe’s journal.’ ‘What?’
emarni
lord
71%
Flag icon
Gemma had told me they’d bought the painting supplies while I was with the police, announcing their plan to redecorate, to make the place ‘more to their taste’. No doubt there was more new furniture on the way too.
emarni
smh
71%
Flag icon
If I ever got rid of them, the whole house would need to be scrubbed and fumigated.
72%
Flag icon
As I headed up to my and Gemma’s bedroom, I felt jittery and unsafe. What was once my haven, a place of security and comfort, now felt like a deathtrap.
73%
Flag icon
There, among the Brylcreem and deodorant, the Vaseline and Veet, was a bottle of Eau Sauvage. My missing aftershave.
73%
Flag icon
But as I lifted it, the lid fell off and I caught a faint whiff of the scent. I was thrown back in time. Back to the darkest night of my life. Standing in George and Edith’s living room. The room stank of blood and excrement. Of violence and terror. But somewhere deep in that cocktail of foul smells I could detect something else. Something sharper and cleaner. Something familiar.
73%
Flag icon
He’d never completed his warning, if that’s what it was. He had said Not, then began another word starting with ‘w’ before breathing his last. But what if it wasn’t two words he was trying to get out, but one? Knotweed.
73%
Flag icon
In his final moments, the best George’s broken, dying brain could manage was this word, this attempt to warn me, to tell me who had killed him. This and the aftershave. There was no longer any doubt in my mind. Jeff had killed my neighbours.
73%
Flag icon
And at that moment, the bedroom door opened and he was standing there, his lip curled into a sneer.
emarni
oh shit
73%
Flag icon
The mask Jeff usually wore – the no-nonsense but avuncular family man – had been well and truly ripped off.
73%
Flag icon
‘How did you do it?’ I asked, as calmly as I could. ‘Get to George and Edith’s and back so quickly? Why weren’t you spattered with their blood?’ Jeff’s eyes flicked between the bottle of aftershave and my face.
74%
Flag icon
He must have sold them already. Maybe that was how he was able to afford his phone.
74%
Flag icon
‘You’ve finally cracked, Elliot,’ he said. But something passed over his face, so fleeting it barely registered. A look of realisation. Of surprise. Probably thinking about how he’d messed up by wearing my aftershave that night.
74%
Flag icon
But I was on a roll.
74%
Flag icon
‘I’m sick of listening to you. You can tell your lies to the police.’
74%
Flag icon
With Jeff gone, it wouldn’t be that hard to get Lizzy out too.
74%
Flag icon
‘You can tell all that to the police,’ I said, lifting the phone to my ear.
74%
Flag icon
But rage filled me, adrenaline acting as both a salve and a motor.
74%
Flag icon
He turned me round and pushed me out of the room, a constellation of pain bursting from my shoulder joint.
emarni
consider me disappointed.
75%
Flag icon
And whatever you say about my qualities versus his, he’s winning. He’s come on to my territory and taken it over. I should be able to protect my own home.
75%
Flag icon
‘But that other tom’s not around now,’ Gemma said. ‘Charlie must have won in the end.’ ‘Only because the other cat got run over.’ ‘Oh.’
75%
Flag icon
I hated them. Jeff and Lizzy. They had invaded my house and humiliated me. They had inflicted untold damage on their children. They had almost certainly committed some terrible crime in France. They had tried to get me jailed for child abuse. And worst of all, Jeff had murdered the lovely couple next door, smashing in their skulls with a hammer before returning to dinner as if nothing had happened. They were evil. There was no doubt in my mind.
76%
Flag icon
‘Don’t say it.’ But she did. ‘The only way to stop them is to kill them.’
76%
Flag icon
‘You could do it, Elliot. I know you could. For me. For us.’ ‘You’re not serious.’
emarni
idk but ion rlly trust her
76%
Flag icon
‘The world will be a better place without them in it. You have to agree with that.’
emarni
nah ion trust that cause why you forcing it..
76%
Flag icon
Maybe a family.’ Her eyes shone with emotion. ‘I’d like that,’ I said. ‘But it can never happen. Not with Mum and Dad around. Could you imagine raising a child in such a terrible atmosphere?
emarni
oh yeah she rlly selling it now little ms "i don't want kids"
76%
Flag icon
How none of this would have happened if Gemma and I hadn’t rushed to get married and move in together.
77%
Flag icon
Was that a flash of anger in her eyes? Or just disappointment?
77%
Flag icon
She should have done it sooner. Because then he would never have opened the door and let them in.
77%
Flag icon
‘I’ve kind of already asked them to stay.’
emarni
my lord..
77%
Flag icon
‘But they are.’
78%
Flag icon
‘She’s fifteen years old! And you had sex with her. Right here in our bedroom.’
emarni
what-
78%
Flag icon
The names she heard them call Henry behind his back, even while they borrowed money from him and took advantage of his kindness.
78%
Flag icon
Not too much of a bleeding heart to screw her, though, was he?
78%
Flag icon
History repeating itself.
78%
Flag icon
he went back in the middle of the night and torched the caravan. Mickey and Delilah were still inside.’
78%
Flag icon
That morning, Henry had found his beloved cat, Kenny, dead in the back garden. He’d been poisoned.
79%
Flag icon
I had little doubt about who had killed Henry’s cat.
79%
Flag icon
‘I found out. Henry emailed me and told me that he had enlisted the help of some bikers from this pub he used to go to on the seafront. They turned up and literally chucked my parents out.’
79%
Flag icon
I sighed. ‘Let me guess. They moved in with them and made their lives a living hell.’
79%
Flag icon
‘Yep. They were there for ages. Nearly two years. It almost killed Stuart. He told me he actually tried to kill himself, that Jane found him with a noose around his neck and stopped him. There was another incident before that, too. Mum started a fire in their kitchen by not putting a cigarette out properly, though luckily Stuart found it and put it out in time.’ Gemma absent-mindedly stroked the cat. ‘So Stuart and Jane took drastic action. They handed in notice to their landlord and basically made themselves homeless. They lived in a hostel for a little while. But it was the only way they ...more
emarni
wow. that's pure insanity.
79%
Flag icon
‘Wait.’ Something had jarred. ‘You mean they emailed you in October, not August, right? That’s what you said earlier.’ Also, I clearly remembered Gemma telling me about the email just after we got home from Vegas. ‘Oh. Oh yes, of course. October.’ She averted her eyes. She was clearly lying.
emarni
told you that you cant trust her..
79%
Flag icon
‘When in August?’ ‘I can’t remember exactly.’ ‘Was it before or after you met me?’ She didn’t respond. ‘Was it before or after?’ Her reply was whispered. ‘Before.’
79%
Flag icon
She hadn’t told me until October, when we got back from Vegas. She’d acted like she had only just received the email.
79%
Flag icon
That’s why he would rather have made himself homeless than live with them. And Jane’s terrified of them too.’
79%
Flag icon
And then Stuart said, “If only we knew someone who could deal with them for us.” And when I met you, I remembered that.’
emarni
smfh
79%
Flag icon
That she had decided, as soon as she met me, that I could help her do away with her parents.
79%
Flag icon
‘You thought . . .’ I forced the words out. ‘You thought that, as someone who knows about chemistry, I would know how to kill someone and get away with it?’