Michael Carrick: Between the Lines: My Autobiography

by Michael Carrick

I stood in front of the 15 and said a few words, it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. What could I say that’s going to make any difference to what they were feeling? ‘I’m really sorry for your loss, for your suffering. I can’t really imagine what you are going through. I just hope today brings you a bit of peace and happiness.’ I felt myself breaking down there and then. My voice went and tears filled my eyes. Here was one of the best days I could ever have, celebrating my career, surrounded by family and friends, and they were suffering, having lost family and friends. I felt so helpless. This game of football, my day, suddenly wasn’t nearly as important. I couldn’t believe how humble and actually grateful they were to me for inviting them. I was the one humbled by them. I signed a few shirts and programmes, and then headed down to the changing room.