Evidence of the Affair

by Taylor Jenkins Reid

It is funny the crazy things our brains make up to save us from the truth.

I even pretend to kill spiders, but I actually coax them into a jar and take them outside.

My heart

So no matter what direction this thing leads, I am not going to speak to him or anyone else about this at all until I understand exactly what I want to say.

THE KEYYYYY YALL

But Ken has been clear about wanting me to stay home and spend my energies on getting pregnant.

.......

But life has been a matter of keeping our heads above water for years now.

Very much relate to this statement

Do I ever feel insecure? Oh boy. How much time do you have?

WAIT IS THIS GONNA POST A LIVE UPDATE OB GKOD READS? ive had my kindle for so long... anyway this is gut wrenching

He even said it was likely pointless to test Ken.

I’ve said it. Or written it, as it were. The ugliest, most pathetic parts of my heart.

i am in shambles.

Well, on Sunday, I found four.

NOOOOOO. BUT ALSO YES

I cannot help but want to warn you. But I will respect whatever you decide. Yours, David

davidddddd :'( </3

“May we meet in another life.”

SICK.

Sometimes I think mine might turn to stone any minute now, and yet every time I see you I soften, reminded of how you still choose kindness over anger at every step.

It seems as if you see me exactly as I wish to be seen. There is no greater gift than that.

You are the only one for me.

I am SO sick rn

Right before you gave me my baby.

HUH