Freaks (Dirty Nasty Freaks, #3)

by Callie Hart

“I love you, Sera. I have for a while now. I’m sorry if that frightens you.” His words were a caress that ran along the length of my spine; I shivered, unable to stop myself. “It doesn’t frighten me,” I whispered. “It fucking should. This isn’t a let’s-date-and-see-where-life-takes-us deal, Sera. This is all or nothing. This is to the ends of the fucking earth and back. This is giving all, giving everything, total fucking surrender. Total victory, and total defeat. There is no going back from it. Not ever. So, I want you to really think this through. Really fucking understand. Don’t you dare tell me you love me unless—” “I do.” The words were out before I could do anything, to barricade them behind my teeth. “I do love you.”

Where do I find a man like this?

So, I’ll love you as fiercely as the sun fucking burns, and you’ll have to fucking like it, because you did this, Felix. You made me love you just as much as you love me, and it’s never going to go away now. I’m never going to go away. This is it.”

My heart 😩

The thing about anger was this: you could argue and reason with it all you liked, but it was like a drug coursing through your veins. It was almost impossible to relinquish. It made you feel righteous, and it made you feel strong, and at the end of the day there was nothing worse than feeling unjustified and weak instead.

I walked the road to hell, and I lived there for a time, but I’m not going to be another broken girl you have to take care of. You’re a fixer. But you don’t need to fix me. I mean it, Felix. I already fixed myself a long time ago.”

“Well, my lady. In answer to your question, it’s been five years since my last confession. And I have been an unbelievably bad boy,” he whispered.

HOLY FUCK

“I want her on her stomach. I want to tie her down. I want to gag her. I want to lie my body over hers, and I want to slide myself inside her tight little asshole. I want to feel her break out in a sweat as I thrust myself inside her. I want to fuck her pussy with my fingers at the same time. I want to dig my fucking nails into her beautiful, round ass cheeks as I watch my cock drive into her.”

Omg 🥵

You’ve made me believe that there are still reasons to try and be good. I want our Saturday, Sera, because I know it will be fucking beautiful.”

SOBBING