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Life—the way it really is—is a battle not between Bad and Good, but between Bad and Worse. —Joseph Brodsky
All Eli had to do was smile. All Victor had to do was lie. Both proved frighteningly effective.
The moments that define lives aren’t always obvious. They don’t always scream LEDGE, and nine times out of ten there’s no rope to duck under, no line to cross, no blood pact, no official letter on fancy paper. They aren’t always protracted, heavy with meaning. Between one sip and the next, Victor made the biggest mistake of his life, and it was made of nothing more than one line. Three small words. “I’ll go first.”
Eli, who believed in God and had a monster inside just like Victor, but knew how to hide it better.
The worst part of going numb was that it took away everything but this, the smothering need to hurt, to break, to kill, pouring over him like a thick blanket of syrup until he panicked and brought the physical sensations back.
“Maybe to a point, but when I climbed into that water, I put myself in His hands—” “No,” snapped Victor. “You put yourself in mine.”
He was an outsider by choice, a good enough mimic to charm his way into social circles when he wanted, but more often than not he preferred to stand apart and watch, and most of the school seemed content to let him.
Victor Vale left the lab, and then he ran.
The calm troubled him; the fact that the physical absence of pain could elicit such a mental absence of panic was at once unnerving and rather fascinating.
exposing the scars from the bullets of Eli’s gun one by one.
The absence of pain led to an absence of fear, and the absence of fear led to a disregard for consequence.
Sydney Clarke could raise the dead.
“Just a friend.”
He really was collecting strays.
He pulled away from the hotel, just missing Victor and his bag of takeout.
Eli has a siren on his side, which means he could compel the entire city. Maybe he already has. I have a hacker, a half-dead dog, and a child. It’s hardly an arsenal.”
“You’re going to come back, right?” she asked when they reached the door. Victor looked over his shoulder. “Of course I will,” he said. “That’s my favorite lighter.”
Mitch thrust his hands into his coat. “We’re not coming back then, are we?” “Not tonight.”
“Are you going to think up more ways to keep me busy?” Mitch laughed, but he didn’t sound very happy. “You’re a kid. Just watch some TV. We’ll be home later.” “Hey, Mitch,” said Sydney, softer. “You … you’re coming back, right?” “As soon as I can, Syd. Promise.”