To Make Monsters Out of Girls
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this is your word-wrapped coffin.
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this is how i will finally bury you.
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even by the things that bite.
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watched tuck everlasting on a merry-go-round loop
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- are you my antidote or my poison?
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the boy who isn’t sure about anything is sure about me.
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in tongues of no-star nightmares.
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if you start to keep score, can you still call it love?
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knowing, heart-stopping, airless, upside-down moment right before a fatal collision.
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when he kisses me i can taste all the midnights he doesn’t even try to hide. - my monster-boy.
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you had every reason to lock, bolt, & paint your door shut, but you still had enough space in that trusting heart of yours to leave it ajar & brave the cold air for me.” & i thought, trusting? or naïve?
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even lucifer himself wore a pair of wings on his shoulder blades,
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this love leaves bloodstains on my once-white linens.
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maybe i’m such a night owl because of all those mornings you woke up & magically decided you - no longer wanted me.
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will-o’-the-wisps swarmed around me; butterflies made nests in my hair; falling stars tangled in my eyelashes; nectar oozed from my fingertips; & even oceans feared the multitudes in me. - moon made up of honey.
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pull out every poem i’ve ever written about you & they’ll all have the same underlying message
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this isn’t a haunting; it’s a hunting.
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(i’ve swallowed much sharper words than this.)
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i’m the fairy tale everyone forgot about because the lesson wasn’t pure or hopeful enough. in this one, there are plenty of times when red becomes a little bit wolf after the beast comes for her with his snapping jaw too hard, too often.
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every word that suicide-jumps from your lips sounds unmistakably like a synonym for “farewell.”
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no one knew about all the funerals i was having for you with each step of my blood- red stilettos.
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me—no one could ever want this natural disaster of a girl on their hands.
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i only wish i could let go of your venom-dipped words & neck-broken promises,
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when the inside of my mouth is crusted over with scabs from the effort it takes not to say those three words
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i never wanted to fall for him, & so, in my usual fashion, i d i d - hopeless & romantic.
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my new love— he’s got a green thumb. where you neglected me
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if you’re never going to leave me, then this is me leaving you. there’s someone else seeping in through the fractures you left, & i swear he’s the most honest thing i’ve ever known. he’s not shadow-touched like i am, like we are. it’s like the sun herself radiates from his freckles.”
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“that’s where you’re wrong. that girl belongs to the coffee shops & the bookstores & the treetops—but mostly she just belongs to herself,”
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they will make you think every person you meet is wearing a mask to hide their fangs. - & they will be wrong.
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catch me in bed playing with matches surrounded by the letters i never sent my monster-boy.
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this girl has learned to love with conditions.
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didn’t anyone ever warn you not to try to trick a girl who reads? she’s already seen everything.
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now i’m the one who takes all our mistakes & sells them to strangers.
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you don’t want to hear about all the hollywood monsters i turned you into to make people understand.
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we’re two almost-strangers struggling as we try not to look at each other too closely while we pick the splintered apologies out from the cramped space between our teeth.
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he dropkicked my heart back to life.
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love does not need to be tragic in order for it to be good. the truth is that i would much rather stir to the feeling of his lips meeting my forehead at 5:30 a.m. every morning for the next eighty odd years than settle for living an eternity alongside someone who can’t even be sure where he left his promises the night before. - fuck those fairy tales.
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sometimes the person they swear they’ll never turn into is the person who’s always been standing before you. - the perfectly woven lie.
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you cannot make the ones with the wanderlust eyes pause in one place—not even if that place has your name etched all over it. - maps & eXes.
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this story doesn’t end with my silence.
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you better have your stakes in hand when the beautiful monsters with fangs & claws come running towards you. - we’re in this together.