All of my discipleship, all of my serving throughout my life, all my ministry leading, my pastoring, all of my Scripture study, all of my overseas ministry work—it all boiled down to whether or not I’d learned to trust God when I most needed her. Did I know and trust Jesus enough to model his desires, as opposed to the many fluctuating, dehumanizing, self-serving, and chaotic desires swirling in people around me?
