The Sweetest Oblivion (Made, #1)
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“How did you know the first one was wrong?” “You’re colder than the Arctic. You don’t become that way in a friendly small town. That’s city living, most likely on your own. No wonder you found yourself on the wrong side of the law.” Small shake of his head. “Heard a lot about you, Elena Abelli. Can’t say you’re what I was expecting.”
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“What did I tell you about Christian, Elena?” His voice was low and calm, but it carried a deadly edge.
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He braced a palm on the wall beside me, and I’d never felt so consumed in my life. His head lowered, lightly resting on top of mine.
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“Nicolas,” I breathed. “This is inappropriate.”
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His thumb caressed my neck, causing my pulse to hitch. “Platonic,” he rasped.
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“See what?”
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“You sound angry, Elena.” Nicolas’s voice was tainted with something dangerous. “Maybe you should cool off.”
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Because, with one hand on my side, Nicolas pushed me into the pool.
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“Does he usually push girls into pools?” She laughed, sitting up. “No, definitely not. He would have to care to do that.”
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“If you don’t get your ass inside, Elena, you’ll be the one screaming please.”
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And then a lungful of air escaped me as I was taken to the floor. A heavy body covered mine as glass shattered in an unmistakable pattern.
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I knew who lay on me, tried to match my breathing to his as the chaos played on.
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“You can’t have her.”
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“I didn’t say I wanted her.”
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while my chest twisted with aversion before going cold enough to burn.
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“You’re so goddamn hot it pisses me off.”
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He loves to be begged.
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“I said I’ll never hurt you, Elena, but if I find out you’ve touched another man, there is nothing in this world that could save him.”
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She tasted better than hustling.
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and I knew for God only knows what reason I couldn’t fucking handle it.
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The funny part of it—though arguably not funny at all—was that she didn’t want anything to do with me. I was hung up on this girl, badly, and she was in love with some other man. Something green burned through my veins like a lit wick, and I ran my hand across my jaw.
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I could feel his smile on the back of my neck.
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He ran his face across my bare shoulder, his scruff teasing my skin.
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“There’s nowhere you could go that I couldn’t find you.”
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“Maybe you want to,” I breathed.
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“Maybe I want to.”
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when I realized I wasn’t only attracted to my fiancé. I was, with a madness that ached, completely and utterly infatuated with him.
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“Tell me,” Sebastian said, “why did you do it?” A heavy silence took over, and my chest tightened at Nico’s cavalier tone. “He had something I wanted.”
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I wanted to be the best thing he’d ever had. To make him burn as much as he made me. I wanted him to want only me with a raw ache.
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I had to know I wasn’t a substitute for some lost love. Had to know she wasn’t pretending I was someone else. Had to know it was what she wanted and not due to some kind of obedient trait or sense of duty.
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She was mine. And I’d kill anyone who told me otherwise.
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I needed him. More than morality or honesty.
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“Jesus, you’re the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.”
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but an iron grip wrapped around my wrist.
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When had he become so handsome it hurt?
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But right now, I could say I hated something. Two things. That goddamn ring and the man who gave it to her.
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I picked them up and dropped them in my top dresser drawer right next to her white bikini top. If she wanted them back she could fucking ask me nicely.
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like demand she forget every man she’d ever met but me.
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Maybe she should take responsibility for how crazy she made me.
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could still smell her on my hands, and every time I brought the smoke to my mouth a memory of fucking her rushed in.
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Fuck, she was the best lay I’d ever had. A chill ran down my back from the thought of it.
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So damn sweet.
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And I had a bad, bad feeling that if this girl used the word please, I would give her anything she wanted.
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names, and everything they did to her, so I could do it twice as hard and make her forget they existed.
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I wanted an irrevocable tie to this woman. I wanted to write my name on her skin, to do all kinds of fucked-up shit so she knew she was mine. Like lock her in my room and hand-feed her.
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It was the little pink princess that pissed you off and ruined my night.”
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Would Elena even care? A burn radiated throughout my chest at the thought that she wouldn’t.
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My heart rate picked up an awkward rhythm.
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But as I looked at her now, a throb ached in my chest, right behind the breastbone. Like her gaze had bruised me with a mere look.
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My papà sold me to Oscar Perez. Nico killed him for me.