“For me … it wasn’t … enough,” he says cryptically. “I used to give a shit about God … but if God were to exist, I’d rather burn in hell. If he failed, he failed by putting the message in human hands. I guess I’m pretty pissed at God. The Crusades … Pol Pot … Hitler … Stalin. The same time all these terrible things were happening, people were bowing their heads and thanking God before they ate.”