I mean, people have actually said to me, ‘Wow, I guess having cancer so young must have given you a whole new perspective on life?’ And I always nod and try to look inscrutable, but in fact, if I am completely honest with myself, I have the same old skewed perspective I’ve always had, except now I get to feel guilty about it. Likewise, with living life more meaningfully. What the fuck does that mean anyway? How do you actually do it, in reality, besides taking up yoga?
