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August 11 - September 17, 2025
“Reading,” Ead said lightly. “A dangerous pastime.” Truyde looked up at her, sharp-eyed. “You mock me.” “By no means. There is great power in stories.” “All stories grow from a seed of truth,” Truyde said. “They are knowledge after figuration.”
The dragons watched her. It was said they could see the deepest secrets of a soul, for human beings were made of water, and all water was theirs.
Sometimes he wanted to unmask himself, just to see their faces. To tell them that he was the alchemist who had convinced the young Queen of Inys that he could brew her an elixir of life, removing any need for marriage or an heir.
No, Sabran had not taken his head—but she had taken everything else. Now he was trapped on the edge of the world, surrounded by people who despised him.
In Eastern legend, dragons had possessed mystical abilities, like shape-shifting and dream-making. The last time they had exhibited these powers was in the years following the end of the Great Sorrow.
Sometimes she felt as if they could smell her secrets. As if they sensed she had not come to this court to be a lady-in-waiting. As if they knew about the Priory.
Siden, the gift of the orange tree—a magic of fire and wood and earth. The Inysh in their witlessness would call it sorcery. Their ideas about magic were born of fear of what they could not understand.
Ead knew Sabran was angry, but it still took considerable restraint not to empty the wine over her head.
With words alone, he could beautify the dullest object or bring civilizations rising from the dust. For Niclays, he had been a sunray, illuminating every facet of his world.
Eight years she had spent at the court of Sabran the Ninth. In all that time, she had never said anything to nettle her. Now she was like a viper, unable to keep her tongue in her mouth. Something made her want to rile the Queen of Inys.
That is the problem with stories, child. The truth in them cannot be weighed.
Fýredel reared up and opened his wings. Faced with this behemoth, the Queen of Inys was smaller than a poppet. Still she did not balk.
“I was only observing how the fiercest warriors can hide behind such gentle faces.”
Even though I feel as if I have bled myself dry practicing, some of the others seem to perform just as well as I do without working themselves to sleeplessness. They drink and smoke and laugh with one another, but all I can do is continue to refine my skill. After fourteen years of preparation, the water in me will not run true—and I am afraid, Susa.
Jannart would have lied to keep the musician safe. Then again, Jannart had been good at lying. Most of his life had been a performance.
It is not her fault my heart belongs to you, Jannart had told him once, and he had spoken true.
Then the Night Hawk would take flight again, dark wings spread over the throne. Ead meant to clip them. All she needed was the evidence—and the opportunity.
A chamberer did not have leave to touch the royal person. And yet, seeing that drawn face, Ead found herself reaching for Sabran and clasping one of her hands between her own. “Madam,” Ead said, “I am here.” Sabran looked up. A moment passed. Slowly, she moved her other hand to cup the braid of their fingers.
“So you see, Ead,” the queen said, “I do not sleep because I am not only afraid of the monsters at my door, but also of the monsters my own mind can conjure. The ones that live within.”
Cold scale brushed her fingers. She dared not look. She must. When she did, two eyes, as bright as fireworks, stared back from the face of a Lacustrine dragon.
The fool in Ead wanted to take her by the hand and get her away from this room, but that fool was too much of a coward to act. She left Sabran alone, like all the others had.
Sabran slid her fingers between hers. Thinking she meant to say more, Ead leaned down to hear—but instead, Sabran Berethnet kissed her on the cheek. Her lips were soft as swansdown. Gooseflesh whispered all over Ead, and she fought the need to let out all her breath.
It took Niclays all his strength to swallow his disappointment. It went down like a mouthful of thorns.
As Tané drowsed against the dragon she had always dreamed about, lulled by her heartbeat, she had the curious sense that she was in the womb again. She also had the sense that something was closing in on her. Like a net around a writhing fish.
“Take off your mask,” she bit out, “or I swear to you, I will take off the face beneath it.” Two gloved hands revealed a pale countenance. Truyde utt Zeedeur stared at the lifeless High Prince of Mentendon.
“What must I do, Nayimathun?” “That is not the question you must ask. You must ask what we must do.”
All she could see was Susa as a child, crowned with snowflakes, and her smile when Tané had taken her hand. The executioner raised his sword. When the head rolled into the ditch, Tané slid to her knees. I will always keep you safe.
Jannart smiled. “Let us not speak of death when there is still so much life to be lived.”
This was the Golden Empress, the enemy of order, who had clawed herself from poverty to construct her own nation on the waves—a nation beyond the dominion of dragons.
Her body was spun glass. A flower just opened to the world. When Sabran parted her lips with her own, Ead understood, with an intensity that wrenched the breath from her, that what she had wanted for months now was to hold her like this.
She was lost and found and wandering, all at once. At the cusp of dreaming, yet somehow never more awake.
But Ead called fire her friend, and she would plunge into the furnace for Sabran Berethnet, for just one night with her. Let them come with their swords and their torches. Let them come.
For the first time in many years, the Queen of Inys slept without a candle. Ead gazed at the canopy. She knew one thing now, and it blotted all else out of her mind. Whatever the Priory desired, she could not abandon Sabran.
Everything I did—everything I was—everything I am, is because of him. He was someone before me. I am no one without him. I am tired of living without him at my side.
“All alchemists have madness in their blood. That, dear lady, is why we get things done.”
“The one who wears the chains is a thousand times greater than the one who wields them,” Nayimathun said. “Chains are cowardice.”
An ancient skill, no longer taught in the Priory. Candling, Jondu had called it. Lighting the smallest flame imaginable within a living body, just enough to cause the loss of breathing. It required a nimbleness of touch.
He looked her in the eye. “Why risk everything for Sabran?” She drank. It was a question she should have asked herself a long time ago. Her feelings had come like a flower on a tree. A bud, gently forming—and just like that, an undying blossom.
“You remember the first day we walked together. You told me about the lovejay, and how it always knows its partner’s song, even if they have been long apart,” Ead whispered to her. “My heart knows your song, as yours knows mine. And I will always come back to you.” “I will hold you to that, Eadaz uq-Nāra.”
He walked beside his queen. When they reached the end of the corridor, Sabran buckled at last. Loth wrapped her in his arms as she sank to the floor and sobbed as if her soul had been ripped out.
“I will not kill you this night, butcher,” she said, “but what you see before you is a ghost. When you least expect it, I will return to haunt you. I will hunt you to the ends of the earth. And I vow to you that if we meet again, I will turn the sea red.”
To be a Miduchi is not to be pure, Tané. It is to be the living sea. That is why I chose you. You have a dragon’s heart.” A dragon’s heart. There could be no greater honor. Tané wanted to speak, to deny it—but when Nayimathun nuzzled her as though she were a hatchling, she broke. Tears dripped down her cheeks as she wrapped her arms around her friend and shook. “Thank you,” she whispered.
Nayimathun rolled over lazily. Suddenly she lashed her tail, spraying water, and Tané was drenched to the bone. For the first time in an eternity, she laughed. She laughed until her stomach hurt. Nayimathun snapped playfully as Tané used the jewel to fling water back at her, and the sun made rainbows in the spray. She could not remember the last time she had laughed. It must have been with Susa.
Now it was Loth who poured himself a drink. All his life, he had intended to find a companion. Now he wondered if he was fortunate to have never fallen in love.
“Jannart was my midnight sun,” he rasped. “The light I have followed. My grief drove me to Inys, and that step took me to the East. There, I tried to finish his work in the hope that it would bring me closer to him. By doing all this, I completed, unbeknownst to me, the first stage of alchemy, of my work. The putrefaction of my soul. With his death, my work began. I faced the shadows in myself.”