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March 28 - April 8, 2023
A stable hand seemed to be counting the freckles on her neckline with his tongue. “Good morrow to you both,” Ead said.
“Reading,” Ead said lightly. “A dangerous pastime.”
The dragons watched her. It was said they could see the deepest secrets of a soul, for human beings were made of water, and all water was theirs.
Niclays had never been in love before. It was Jannart who had been intrigued enough to paint him, but soon, Niclays had longed for the ability to paint him in return, so that he might capture the darkness of those lashes, and how the sun glowed in his hair, and the elegance of his hands on the harpsichord. He had gazed at his silken lips and the place where his neck met his jaw; he had watched his blood throbbing there, in that cradle of life. He had imagined, in exhilarating detail, how his eyes would look in the morning light, when sleep made their lids heavy. That exquisite dark amber, like
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That is the problem with stories, child. The truth in them cannot be weighed.
“The Saint will protect me.” Even the most god-drunk fool could not believe Sir Galian Berethnet would extend a hand from the heavenly court and shield them from a bellyful of fire. “You speak to one who knows the weakness of the flesh. I slew Sabran the Ambitious on the first day of the Grief. Your Saint,” Fýredel said, mouth smoking, “did not protect her. Bow to me, and I will spare you the same end. Refuse, and you will join her now.”
“You are a witch.” Truyde stepped away, ashen-faced. “Witch. You practice sorcery. I saw it—” “You saw nothing.” “It was aëromancy,” Truyde whispered. “Now I know your secret, and it reeks far worse than mine. Let us see how far you can pursue Triam from the pyre.”
“If you mean to accuse me of sorcery before the Virtues Council, I bid you find some way to prove it—and find it quickly, before I make poppets of you and your lover and stab them in the heart. Do you think that because Triam Sulyard is in the East, I cannot smite him where he stands?”
OK GO OFF EAD. I think I’m team Ead but I also don’t know if I like her? I think I’m supporting women’s wrongs here. She’s a morally gray queen
The sickness had first oozed from the Nameless One, whose breath, it was said, had been a slow-acting poison. A more fearsome strain had arrived with the five High Westerns. They and their wyverns carried it, the same way rats had once carried the pestilence. It had existed only in pockets since the end of the Grief of Ages, but Loth knew the signs from books. It began with the reddening of the hands. Then a scalelike rash. As it tiptoed over the body, the afflicted would experience pain in the joints, fever and visions. If they were unlucky enough to survive this stage, the bloodblaze set in.
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“You have not seen death, my lord. You have only seen the mask we put on it.”
“Not our most dignified entrance.” Panting, Kit let his chest fall. “How do you suppose we find this tavern?” “By . . . relying on our instincts,” Loth said, unsure. “The commons must get on well enough.” “Arteloth, we are courtiers. We have no useful instincts.”
“I have received another report about you. Lady Truyde utt Zeedeur has been telling my courtiers that you are a sorceress.” Damn that red-haired gurnet. Ead almost admired her mettle, ignoring the threat of a curse.
Idk what a gurnet is but I just know that it’s some sort of nasty insult bc truyde was being a menace
“I am not yet wed, of course. A betrothal can always be annulled.” “You should do as you see fit. There will always be voices telling you what to do, and how to act, but it is you who wears the crown,” Ead said. “Let His Royal Highness prove that he is worthy of a place by your side. He must earn that honor, for it is the greatest one of all.”
“Ah, sirrah, ’tis a beautiful day in the land of death and evil.”
“On other nights, I dream of the childbed. As I have since I had my first blood. I lie dying while my daughter struggles out of me. I feel her tearing my body, like a knife through silk. Between my legs, waiting to devour her, is the Nameless One.”
“So you see, Ead,” the queen said, “I do not sleep because I am not only afraid of the monsters at my door, but also of the monsters my own mind can conjure. The ones that live within.” Ead held her hand a little tighter.
You wear so much armor by daylight that, by night, you can carry it no longer. By night, you are only flesh. And even the flesh of a queen is prone to fear.”
“In darkness, we are naked. Our truest selves. Night is when fear comes to us at its fullest, when we have no way to fight it,” Ead continued. “It will do everything it can to seep inside you. Sometimes it may succeed—but never think that you are the night.”
It was customary for the vows to be taken at midnight, during the new moon, for it was in the darkest hours that companionship was needed most.
Ead went to the queen and moved her hair aside to reach her nape, where her carcanet was clasped. “Ead,” Sabran said. “Did you enjoy the ceremony?” “Yes, Your Majesty. You looked magnificent.” “Do I not still?” She asked it lightly, but Ead heard the trace of doubt in her voice. “You are always beautiful, madam.” Ead worked the hook free and slipped the jewels from about her throat. “But in my eyes . . . never more so than you are now.”
As she reached for the linen, Sabran caught her wrist. Ead grew very still. An Ordinary Chamberer did not have leave to touch the queen, and this time Roslain had made no promises to overlook it. “The rose smelled beautiful, Mistress Duryan.” Sabran slid her fingers between hers. Thinking she meant to say more, Ead leaned down to hear—but instead, Sabran Berethnet kissed her on the cheek. Her lips were soft as swansdown. Gooseflesh whispered all over Ead, and she fought the need to let out all her breath. “Thank you,” Sabran said. “It was generous.”
He bowed to Sabran, but there, in sight of them all, she took his nape in hand and kissed him. Ead grew suddenly cold. She watched Lievelyn wrap his arms around Sabran and draw her flush against him.
Before Ead could answer, Roslain approached. Ead stepped away, and Sabran’s hand slipped from hers, but she still felt the ghost of it against her palm.
“The dawn shines on you, friend,” the merchant said.
throat, “but when he was inside me, even when I found pleasure in it, it felt—” She closed her eyes. “It felt as if my body were not wholly my own. It . . . still feels that way now.”
When Niclays turned to look at him, Jannart smiled—that roguish smile that teased at one corner of his mouth. Now he was older, it made his cheek crease in a way that somehow only served to make him more beautiful. Niclays raised his head to meet the kiss, and Jannart cradled his face in both hands as if he were framing one of his portraits. Niclays drew a line down the white canvas of Jannart’s stomach, making his body arch closer and quicken. And even though they knew each other by heart, the strength of this embrace felt new. By the time dusk fell, they lay entwined in front of the fire,
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“I would have asked your name, had you proven the existence of your backbone,” was her answer, “but you shall be called Sea-Moon now.” The pirates at the door roared with laughter. Niclays winced. Sea-moon—the Seiikinese term for a quarl. A spineless jelly in the clutches of the current.
But Ead called fire her friend, and she would plunge into the furnace for Sabran Berethnet, for just one night with her. Let them come with their swords and their torches. Let them come.