We were told that filming would start in four weeks and we were moving to Atlanta for the summer. When we got to Atlanta to start filming, shit really got real. It was a big crew, there were a lot of cameras around, and everyone was talking about how huge this show would be. Every day for three weeks, I was in a panic. I couldn’t stop thinking, I’m doing the worst job ever. There’s no way I’m good at this, and I will never feel comfortable enough around a camera to be myself and, more importantly, to be happy.
