“You need to get over this social anxiety, Caden,” they tell me more than once. The thing is, I never had social anxiety before—I was always pretty confident and outgoing. They don’t know—I don’t even know yet—that this is the start of something bigger. It’s just the dark tip of a much larger, much deeper, much blacker pyramid.
Pg 35.
Anxiety that lead to that and depression for a bit that lead down to my first break. All begining with anxiety of it. That feeling of doom and differencd that i couldn't place untill it was too late.