“With porn, I am served. In real life, it’s as if I am the one on my knees, subservient to what everyone is requiring of me. I got tired of being the only one who has to sacrifice his life. When my dad left my mom, no one asked me how I was doing. They just told me I needed to be there for my mom and siblings. I am recognizing what I am searching for—even in a woman’s body type—is someone smaller, with fewer needs than I have.”
