I wanted to be free, so I dove in and gave EMDR a try. It was a beautiful experience. I was able to reframe my perception and beliefs about the shooting. I realized I had no reason to feel guilty. I also finally felt like I had stopped running, a sensation that had haunted me and kept me on edge. I found my power again.

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