Beyond this, I can do nothing to make more dominoes fall. I must accept that I have no control over the factors that will really determine whether I live or die from this disease, that whether more dominoes fall is about God, faith, luck, prayer, hope, sheer randomness, or some combination of the above. And therein lies the intersection of Josh’s science, studies, and statistics and my belief in those unquantifiable forces. If we can find the sweet spot in between those poles, I may beat this cancer yet. Happy anniversary, darling.
